PREORDER HUMAN™ - OUT MARCH 3
The Habit Trilogy is a story told from both sides of a hidden relationship — a cycle of wanting, withholding, and breaking. It captures the private ache of queer love that can’t exist in the open: one man desperate to be chosen, and the other terrified to be seen.
Track by track, the trilogy unravels the tension between need and fear. The first lover settles for scraps of affection, clinging to moments of pleasure as proof of love. The second hides behind denial, torn between desire and the terror of exposure. By the final song, both are trapped in the fallout — where silence becomes violence, and what once felt holy turns to ruin.
Through dark pop and emo rock, The Habit Trilogy exposes how shame reshapes intimacy, how secrecy poisons tenderness, and how love can destroy itself when truth is too dangerous to live in.
1. Touch Me Like You Lie
Theme: Compromise, Craving, and Self-Deception
Told from the perspective of the lover who waits. He knows he’s only wanted in fragments — used for comfort, never claimed. So he makes peace with the lie, convincing himself that fleeting pleasure is enough. It’s about the hollow intimacy of being someone’s secret, and the quiet madness of calling it love.
2. Mercy / Chains
Theme: Shame, Fear, and the Weight of Hiding
This track gives voice to the one who can’t love freely. He wants to — but shame, reputation, and fear twist his desire into control. He offers mercy like it’s affection, chaining both himself and his lover to the illusion that pain is safer than truth. It’s about the agony of wanting what you’re too afraid to claim.
3. Glass Habit
Theme: Destruction, Realization, and Ending
The collapse. The truth comes out — not as freedom, but fallout. Both lovers face the cost of the world they built in secret: resentment, heartbreak, and the realization that love without honesty can only break. Glass Habit is fragile and confessional — the sound of two people watching what they built shatter, and finally seeing themselves in the shards.